THE NEW ME IN MY NEW LIFE

I'm not a bird,

But still I can feel the heights of the sky,

I can still fly high all above the misty clouds,

I can still feel the immense beauty

Hidden inside the infinite heights,

The sorrows, the grief, the pain,

All have become so small for me.

When I can feel the love behind

Your anger and your talks,

Then I can too find your grief

Hidden behind your laughs,

I being your part and partner

Can find all and everything of yours,

I wanna take all your sorrow and

Just wanna give you love,

And only love.

I can find your love behind

The rising and setting of the sun,

I can feel your love in each

And every message sent by you.

I still can feel butterflies in me,

I still can feel those Goosebumps,

Whenever I talk to you, whenever I got your call.

I wanna fly with you to the extremities of the world,

I just wanna be lost in you.

MY GOD PATRONAGE

I was waiting so long,

I was finding so long

I thought you might be are

Somewhere near me, close to me.

But I never found you

My eyes were not able to see you

Even when you were so near.

I loved you, I touched you, I felt you

I kissed you, I hugged you.

You too might have felt so,

Even having long distance among us.

But now things are getting so simple,

When I left the search for you,

And let you to search me,

I found you, when I least expected you.

Oh! My love, I truly want to take care of you,

Understand you the fullest,

And to be with you the longest.

You make me, you complete me,

We together can bring an unimaginable

And infinite beauty to the world.

We together can be happy,

Lovingly the whole of our life.

Not only this life but even for so many like this.

SOMETHING ABOUT ME, MY LIFE

When I was born,

I was always smiling not knowing anything,

Sometimes cry, and sometimes laugh,

My father was very glad while having his first baby in his arms.

When I grew up a little,

I started going to playschool,

My father thought,

“When my child would grows up

And would bring me a glass of water”.

I grew up a little more,

I bought that first glass of water for him.

He was happy seeing me growing up step by step.

My father was glad,

But I was scared,

Scared of walking, of eating,

And of each and every new thing.

But my pa knew that she will,

Become soon easy with every thing.

When I first sat on bicycle,

I was scared and he was confident,

He supports me a lot.

When I first walk,

I was scared and he was confident,

He holds me a lot.

And now when I became ‘He’,

He becomes ‘Me’.

And, now I am confident,

I’m happy, I’m ambitious,

I’m courageous.

But why is he feared now,

Why is he scared now?

He has faith, faith on me,

He has confidence on me.

But then also he is worried about my future,

About my success.

But I’m confident about my success,

About my future.

Why is he scared and feared?

I know, yes I know,

He is scared of this world,

Of the behavior of the people of this world,

Of their needs and wants,

Of their talks, of their walks.

He has faith on me,

But then also this world scares him.

This is called “LIFE”

This is called the “SO CALLED LIFE”

This is called the “SO CALLED RULE OF LIFE”

This is called “MY LIFE”

And it’s all about “MY LIFE”.

I BEING THE MISTERY FOR ALL

I’m the mystery among mysteries.

Yes I’m the story of all stories.

Oh! My God please tell me more about myself.

I’m in love with you, my ADORABLE.

I’m too loved by you, my WORTHY.

I’m HIS ANGEL.

Yes you, I receive messages from HIM.

HE tells me about many people.

But why, why not about me.

WHO, Who am I?

I feel so much of HIM and all, and especially of ONE.

ONE, who is unseen, unheard, untouched,

But I felt him, I heard him, yes I touched him.

I care for him, I pray for him.

God always bless him, the “ONE”.

My only, “ONE”.

I’m here to serve all.

I’m here to help all.

I’m here to love all.

I’m here to care for all.

I can’t be happy on my own,

With my dreams,

With my own world with my love,

Oh! Yes I cannot be so.

I only, am being the messenger of GOD.

I only, am being sent by the GOD.

To solve mysteries of all.

But, not of mine.

No, not even only once.

I’m happy to help all.

I’m happy to serve all.

I’m happy to give payless service.

Yes!! But, yes just for one day,

I would definitely get my love,

I would surely live my one day filled with my love.

Tell me GOD what to do next.

Tell me GOD whom to serve next.

Tell me GOD how to be the next.

I thank you GOD for all,

For all what you gave me.

I’m very grateful to you.

I’m loved by you,

I know, that’s why I’m with you,

And you being with me make me happy.

Happy!!! Very HAPPY!!

FAR AWAY UPWARD

Dealing with the flowers and dealing with the rhymes,

It’s just like that I’m dealing with my climbs.

Flowers are so soft and rhymes are so beautiful,

That’s why my climbs are damn truthful.

Slowly moving high and up so high,

Like a bird flying in the endless sky.

I wanna attain success and be on the top,

The climbs and the moves never get flop.

The beauty and the wit goes juxtapose,

Strategy’s like fluent sea flows.

You too move and turn,

To see your reward in return.

GOD help those who helps themselves,

Saying comes true and none can rule my own realms.

DILEMMA OF MY LIFE

If I confess my love, it can’t be true;

So what to do??

When didn’t said a word and it’s understood;

So what a dew!!!

If I do good but can’t be even nice;

So what to do??

If I just pray and it changed the day;

So what a dew!!!

Dawn after dark is quite obvious, but if no light;

So what to do??

When a little spark brightens my life;

So what a dew!!!

If I keep thinking and pen it down, but nothing go round;

So what to do??

But when pen moves on its own, and then makes a soul;

So what a dew!!!

People may come and go, split me and throw;

So what to do??

And if only one makes me again;

So what a dew!!!

I found out true love

Wow! What a beauty, what a freedom, he is one those heights of the sky. Oh! My dear bird, my love u r so perfect. He is adorned with two perfect wings and with glossy colorful, marvelous feathers. He is a creature made to fly free in the deep, high, sky, with spreading the love all over, bringing joy to all. He too loved me the same that is why he comes to me daily, when I wait for his arrival. I caught him in a cage, in order to always adore his beauty, and our love.

“Oh! My dear bird, why have you left me? I love u so much, but I’m sorry I lost my love for u after a while. But now I’m thinking of you, my life has lost all meaning.” Suddenly, death knocked out to me, ‘why have you come?’ ‘So that you can fly once more with him across the sky’, Death replied. ‘If you had allowed him to come and go, you would have loved and admired him even more; alas, you now need me in order to find him again.’

I find out the true meaning of love, and the difference between infatuation and divine passion. It’s not all about to attain what we want or love to have, but it’s all about to see the thing as it is as we love to see it, not to have it and spoil all the meaning of beauty and love.

come and go, remains the glow

The magic is all over,

The magic is inside me and you and all,

The snow falls like flowery sky,

Love is truly in the air.

I too want to get deeply dissolved in love,

Wind blows and gives a smooth soft touch

Of someone, who is on the other shore,

Of the deep river, ready to get drown

Into the high tides of love,

Get in and then come back to my love,

To the love of her life,

To return all the love and care.

Long wait comes to an end,

Yes we love, we love one another.

No need to fall in love thy dear,

Now is the time has come to get

Risen up in the love, and be near,

With someone wonderful till

To the those ends of the world,

To the spiritual aspects,

Where no aspect leaves,

And no one rounded up in me.

But…. But why u did

Why u did left thy dear,

Oh! My love, why did you.

I waited so long for hours,

‘Gimme back my patience’.

I lost all my sleep for nights,

‘Gimme back the relief’.

Being so kind and caring,

“Gimme back love”.

My eyes are always drenched,

‘Gimme back joy, my heart’.

World was like a glowing starry night,

Gimme back my “soul”.

Why thy lost, for the sake of love,

Not for me, not for you, for our love,

That took birth and then grew up so long.

The soul seems lost,

Hollow the love and purity.

I being the purest to thy,

U didn’t care,

Gimme back the faith,

My trust… gimme

Gimme back thy dear…..

My friend

One who always helps is a friend,

One who always support is a friend,

A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same

3 mistakes of my life

That 6 might b very refreshing for Ali, Ish, and Govind and obviously for me it truly was. I was feeling so much happy while reading “the 3 mistakes of my life”, that it would be difficult for me to describe it in words, but I tried my hard to do so, hope I’m successful in that. I can fell with core of my heart how much they all were happy at that time.

It’s a fabulous book. Oops! it would be wrong to address it just as a book, it’s a great book. I have only read this one of chetan’s product not any other. I was first thinking that who is this chetan bhagat, just written 3 books and has became a superstar sort of personality, how an Indian writer compete foreign ones in English novels or books. But one day one of my friends gave me the “3 mistakes of my life” and asked me to read it. She said that I would too like it as she did. And the very next day she came to me and gave this. I liked it so much that I couldn’t tell you. Not any book or novel had attracted me so much as this did. I felt so eager after that to read more of his products. I decided to mail chetan about my experience even when I completed only 9 chapters. I loved the characters, the story, and most of all the way of writing, obviously a typical Indian dramatic style. I can say, “I have fallen in love with this book and too wants to rise in love with it”.

I don’t know whether anyone would be able to understand my feelings just as same as I’m feeling. I too don’t know how to make you understand, I don’t have much better words. If I would be in front of you people, I must have showed my feelings and what a great sort of happiness I’m having, through an act.

I want to know something more about Ali; is he going to play for India?? And what happened to ish n govind what are they doing now?? What about their dreams?? These all questions are still making me so much excited about the book. “God bless all those characters”. I said so because chetan must have saw some one from whom he got an idea of all those characters, so God bless all those people. And one thing more if chetan you read this please do tell me, from where have you got an idea? Is this story a fully real one?

only women... why???

In the modern India women are still struggling for their existence in the modern society. Their condition in this society is extremely painful. Women are not allowed to progress even then when there is no obligations from the family itself, the people of society create so many hurdles for her, which makes it somehow impossible for a woman to survive on her own in the society. There are so many other works applied to her that she becomes too much burdened and she can’t fight for her own rights from this society.
Leading this to an extreme height, a woman of this so called modern society becomes a slave like personality, not only this her condition is so poor that the leading sex of the society, MAN, sees her only as a product of having fun. She is left only to do household works, and even many times worship her man.
There are also those women in the society who are successful in this modern period of ruling men, but still they are always tried to be caught in many boundations by those men themselves. Somehow the women have learned to fight or die. But it’s the truth only for those women who can fight with their own people, not for those who get downed in front of each and every demand of their family, who take every decision or suggestion by their family, as a mark on stone or as a last order. In this case it would be no wrong to say that these women are taught just like that only by their, esteemed, family and its members. By their childhood they are always taught to move only on the decision taken by the men, they are never taught to take their decisions on their own. So when the time comes to fight with their inner-self they are always kneed down in front of their own personality. They are not having enough courage to put their decision on others or to put their feeling and want in front their family because they were never taught to do just like that.
So the final decision of their own life, of their fighting with their own personality, of their own needs, of their own feelings, and also of the final result, is always taken by the leading man itself. The woman who learns on her own to fight, and to survive, she is always known as the dominating woman, as a woman with no morals and no values of her own, she is always said that she couldn’t got any "SANSKARS" from her family, and over all she is not a sort of Indian woman, she is totally fascinated by the western society and western culture, which is always seen as an unmoralistic thought and a very bad thing for a woman of Indian society.
"Go hell with these fake customs and so called morals and values", I don’t mean that Indian customs and ritual and morals are fake but those customs and values made by the male dominating society, are fake. Indian scriptures, and Vedas and Puranas always teaches to respect women, to bend towards women, as she is the only birth giver and the only person who can teach the society in a more good way, surely.
I just mean to say, that women should be given respect as well as the rights, which the constitution has given them, with full agreement of all, because nothing can be done successfully without the agreement of both sexes of the society. The progress is in our hands, the success is in our hands, it’s up to us how finely we can use it, how nicely we can take advantage of it. This is nothing to do fight with the male sex, but its an appeal to them to co-operate and move juxtaposing, it will definitely give rise to both.