INTEZZAAR

EK TERI AHAAT SI SUNNE KO YE DIL DHADAK RAHA HAI AJ-KAL

EK TERI NIGAHE DEKHNE TO YE JEE MACHAL RAHA HAI AJ-KAL

NA JAANE KYA KUCH JUDA HUA HAI TUJHSE

NA JAANE KYA KUCH HONA HAI TERE AANE SE

TERI HASI TERE HONTH TERI NIGAHE TERA SPARSH

NA JAANE KAB MILEGA MUJHE

KYU YE DIL TERI EK JHALAK KO TARASTA HAI

KYU YE TUZSE JUDNE KO TADAFTA HAI.

Tere Agosh Me

tere agosh me humne jo pal guzare,
bikhare hai jese aakash me hazaro sitaare,
yoon kabhi na hone dena,
humko khud se juda,
ke dar dar phire banke bechare.


ye hawa aur paani bhi ye jaan le,
kis phitoor me pal pal bhichi hai nigaahe,
na tum hume na hum tumhe jaan paaye,
bas tere agosh me hume chah mil jaye.

manzil-e-dastoor ki hai ye raza,
dar dar na bhatke ye mang lo dua,
kafir kya jaane dua kya hoti hai,
ter agosh me chipne ki wajah kya hoti hai.

sharmila sa hai yaar mera,
dastoor sa hai ye jaahan ka,
jaana hai gair mulk muze,
par tere agosh me lipte lipte.

wo yaaden wo fasaana mera,
gar sunaane lage ye afsaana mera,
shyaahi na reh payegi panno pe teri,
agosh me chipke farmau mai kaahani meri.

tere agosh me humne jo pal hai guzare,
pal pal na mil paaye, wo kal humare,
yoon bhula na de wo raaten humari,
jo tere agosh me chupke wo hai guzari.

DEDICATION TO MY HUSBAND

It’s lovely feeling when you hold me tight,

I feel so adorable when you are near me,

I remember those times when the things were different

When you and me would die for just a look.

You actually blessed me with immense and deep love that no one owns me like that.

I owe you millions of sweet memories, I owe you infinite happiness.

I might not be able to express my love feelings to you wisely,

Sometimes I hold you tight; sometimes I tap on your lap,

Sometimes I need you for hours and days; sometimes I’m the most possessive one.

 But you know that I love you the most,

you call me angel, actually you are my lovely angel,

One who has blessed me with so much of love and care.

And most of all I’m blessed with the lovely gift “You”.

Its true, when we work hard to attain, we don’t get the reward

And when we least expect the thing to happen, the things happen then.

That’s the surprise gift from God, and that is you.

DAYS...THOSE DAYS.....WE REMEMBER

I remember those days,

Those hours, those months…without you...

When I was praying for your coming,

When I knew you will be coming,

I still remember those ways, from where you came.

Yes! Yes you came!! You came into our lives

I loved you so much, you loved me so much.

You adore me, I adore you for certain different things.

Growing up with the time,

The rule of nature and you proves is so finely

You even grew much bigger than me

You made me small and lying down to you.

You cried for me and I for you.

We cried for company forever,

But they can’t remember those days

Those days with you me and we, of love, care and prosperity.

And just threw out to the crisis, instead of taking me into arms hidden.

I still remember those days with you,

When we played, we cherished

And enjoyed each day.

When we made each day to be remembered for long.

I remember, you remember the days together,

The times together,

But don’t forget, keep remembering those days of love for long,

Me with you and now me without you.

When I wanted you to be with me and me with you,

You being the good man for me, stood my side,

Whether your stand was worthy or not, it makes me smile for long.

Then came the harsh wind, clouded you and me

We stood stunned and straight, fighting for thee.

Don’t forget, do remember all and come lets bring again

The days of love and back lovely days back again.

When you and I, I and you will again be smiling together,

Playing together with love and holy love between.

SUPPORT FOR ANNA

             Just make out some time from your buzy schedule and take a visit to Delhi University metro station, exit for correspondence and see the revolution, see the flames of the war. Have a look over the support standing for Anna Hazare.
            "Stop corruption",
                     "We are proud of you"
                              "I'm in support and standing with you".
           All the quotes you'll find lying over the footway over different bright colours.
"Hundreds of wrotes in support with Anna".
A long chain of chart papers lying on the path with wrotes of many student, officials, teachers and passerbys.

"If even by showing signs we can express support then why not"

AMBIGUOUS WOMEN

How could I choose you when you are not up to my standards?

How could I choose you when you are not up to my conditions?

How could I choose you when you are not up to my terms of a perfectly matched one?

When it’s about me as an individual, where do you individually stand?

When it’s all about me and my family standards,

Where do you and your family do stands?

When I do possess an attractive personality, do you carry a decent one?

When I am educated and carry a good attitude, are you well versed in your profession and carry a shining attitude?

Why do I leave many precious things for you, when you can’t respect me?

Why do I lie upon you when you are not worthy of it?

Why should I make my shoulder strong enough to carry burden, and soft enough for you To keep your head and rest, when you can’t take my weight upon you?

Why do I be always down in front of you and make you always up on me, when you can’t understand my value?

If I think broad and be open, do you stand on my terms of modernity and simplicity?

If I want to change the world and shine like a star, do you believe in my shine and take initiative in the same?

When I say I earn good as well as take care of household activities balancingly, are you able to keep me happy in all ways?

When it comes to my family, I was provided every luxury and whatever I want,

I don’t mind if not you got a home from any source,

But are you able to stand whatever I want in couple of months?

Are you able to fulfill my needs and desires to the highest and top most I want?

When I’m able to take full care of you and love you like divine.

How could I stand with you, when you are unable to stand for me?

How could I sacrifice for you, when you are unable to fight for me?

How could I love you, when you can’t take care of me?

How could I give up myself fully to you, when you are unable to understand me?

How could I open up fully in front of you only, when you can’t hear my unsaid words?

Why do I cry in your pain, when you can’t see the depth in my eyes?

Why do I take care of your home and house holdings, when you can’t prove me with you shoulders to rest upon?

Why do I carry every weight of yours, when you can’t provide me with soft and tenders touches and kisses?

How could I drop out my coverings, when you only think me as a means to satisfy your lust?

How could I love you purely, when your love is just physical desire?

When you can’t feel my pain and cry, why do I lay down for you?

When you take me as a thing of seven, why do I provide you with divine heaven?

Just only after ten meet, how could I trust and believe?

How could I choose, when I don’t fear to loose?

I’m not only here to perform on bed for you,

It is just a bargain for me, may be love for you.

I don’t understand this meaning of love; it’s just a simple and clear bluff.

I can’t believe on the belief of others, after all its all about me, and my carrying forward balancingly.

I don’t want to change for anyone, when I don’t want anyone to change for me.

Changing is simply a compromise, and I don’t want this compromise to be,

I can adjust to all limits but not compromise.

Someone is made as it is what “he is” for me,

And I’m also made for that one, as only what “I’m”.

The one only loves me for what I actually am,

And I would love only one for what he actually is.

Excepting me for just what I carry,

Excepting him for just what he carry.

How could I choose you when you are not meant for me?

How could I choose you when your name is written with someone else?

How could I choose you when you don’t carry an image into my eyes?

How could I choose you when my heart doesn’t agree to pray you?

When I can’t surrender myself to you fully for only your sake,

How could I choose you as fake?

Instead of your thoughts, feelings, wants, desire, and needs,

Have you ever thought of my feelings, wants, desire, and needs?

Rather than playing with my emotions, have you ever thought of handle them with care?

Though I work for you, I sleep for you, I take responsibilities for you, I live for you,

Have you ever only lived for me?

Have you ever thought of taking me to the ninth cloud only in dreams?

Have you ever offered me with mutual support when I needed it the most?

How could I faith that you will be standing with me in my difficult times?

When you were not even standing with me in my simple but tough minutes.

When you left my mistakes fully upon me, didn’t even said few words of sympathy,

How could I believe that you carry me so long till the last breath?

The magical words would have been worth, “don’t worry I’m here, we’ll sort out things”,

When the dark nights were there,

This only could have given the strength to fight,

But you made me even loose everything as saying, “face what you did”.

Are you really the one for me, as all this seems to be imperfect?

Even if compared with my present I’m much happier than this.

Then why should I go with you, and how could I choose you?

You may get all this procedure right, as most of people follow the same.

My parents, you parents, may too have followed.

But I don’t believe in the same lustiness,

How could I choose you, as you get this true, and I get it just only dirtiness?

How could I choose you, when you are not the one for me?

How could you even choose me, when I’m not the one for you? L

Why can’t I choose the one who is actually for me? L

Why can’t I choose my own one?

Why can’t I listen to my heart?

Why can’t I do what I want to do, when I know it’s good, it’s perfect?

Why can’t I live myself to the fullest?

Is this the story of a woman?

Is this the only destiny of a woman?

Is this the only life of a woman?

Only full of sacrifices,

Only full of grief,

Only full of sorrow,

Only full of tears and sad faces L

Is this only woman is made for?

Why can’t we live to our fullest?

Being only a woman, being a lover, a care taker, a sister, a daughter, a mother,

Why can’t she be happy even while playing all these roles?

Why she has to hide her inner woman in order to play all these roles?

Live to the fullest, live life, love life, love nature, love lover, love work and family,

Love happy faces, rub sorrows, rub grief, rub sad faces.

She is the one to spread happy faces all over J

Only happy faces J

Simply happy faces, with inner beauty and peace all over J

I know you are here to hear me.

I know you are here to stand with me.

I know you are here to love me, to tender, care me,

Then why do I choose you?

Who is not for me, who is into me, who do not possess me,

When I’m not yours, then why do I choose you?

A RAY OF HOPE

A ray of hope is visible in the sky,

A ray of hope is seen in the world.

A ray of hope which was unknown is now known to me.

The things went weird and out of control,

The things went strange and hard to handle,

The things went hurting and painful to us,

When the things were mysterious and out of the world.

A ray of hope was then visible,

A ray of hope which blessed with power,

A ray of hope then made us strong,

A ray of hope provided with strength to move forward.

A light is needed in all ours life,

A sight is needed into our eyes,

To be blessed and risen up,

A ray of hope, keep lightened up.